His dick is really big

His dick is really big. I was raped by him three times. My sweatpants were torn and I was sprayed with urine. He didn’t apply KY and used his fingers to forcefully penetrate me with urine or saliva, stretched me open, and then fucked me directly. If I wasn’t relaxed enough or the insertion was not smooth, he would slap me. I was also forced to take videos of myself asking his friends to fuck me.